Me and More and A Moaning Sound Inside.

Only a few things are apparently done, but there is one more crap for me to complete. The same insane thought comes to my mind again. Waiting til the last minute is the only thing I would do. Well, I'm too tired... tired and sore from the graduation of the seniors today. Booming is unbelievely harder than I thought, bending knees, back, and swing nack and head is such a hard thing to bear. But finally, I'm done with it. The moment we were spending to wait til 11.00 was really really long but fun because we got to talk to our friends and the sophmores, we knew how tired we were so we tried to help each other as well as we could, and that made my day. :) I went back to my room after that and got in a shower and got on a computer and then go to bed as usual, haha! :D

Tahiti 80 are coming to Bangkok!!!! And P'Q is gonna be there too!! I want to go there so bad but unfortunately, I'm broke. :( I'm broke from the Krabi trip as well, but, hey! This is one of things I can't miss for this year. How can I do? Does anyone want to help me this? Does anyone want to lend me some money? Huh? Mannnn, I'm drooling to go... :(((

Finally, I am gonna be home at the end of this month!!!!! I've been waiting for this way too long! I can't imagine how's it gonna be when I go back there. I'm sure people gonna complain my skin color, yeah, it's gotten darker a lot. And I got fatter, haha! Yeah, because I eat all day and all night and all the time, tehe :D

My heart is totally blooming like flowers in the garden on spring. The difference is it doesn't shut at night... it blooms all the time. I actutally consider that love gives lots of lessons to learn. I shouldn't've ignored it and thought of the dark side of it all along.

Pretty much enough for today. Thank you Buddha, I thankfully know how to forgive people thier mistakes and forgive myself my mistakes and I know hot to not revenge.

Shall, shall.

MUST BE LOVED!

Donkey

Love comes along with a big circle, the circle that always squeezes me so tide and stresses me to look for freedom, this is why some people are flirty, and that includes me, sometimes we don't mean to flirt, everybody is different, nobody matches, we need time to learn how nice your mate is and how much you love her/him. I don't really know why God created love, it confused me so hard. I hate people who get over my world. We both should respect each other, and try to understand the feelings. My closed people know it well that I hate when somebody wants to be with me all the time and assumes I am belonged to them. I belong to myself, I know what I want, I know how I feel, and I know what I hate. If anyone knows all about this, I will completely let them own my life. Thank you.

Way too much, quit it, please.

New Things

It's been such a long long time I haven't gotten updating my blog. I'm doing fine, still laying down on all my lazy ability.
I became listening to The Corrs again for a while after I have been ignore it for like 2-3 years or more. I don't know why did I retain listening to it again, probably indie music is kinda more poppular than it was, I meant, I still like indie music, but everybody is interested in it, and therefore, lots of bands have created lots of indie songs, and most of them just do it for poppularity, not for making people have fun with it, and so the songs doesn't sound different from shit, so I really need to pick music to listen to. That's really pity that we need even need to pick the songs to listen to even though it's our favorite genre.
Andrea still has a wonderful sound, I love her, well, I shoud've said I love everything about The Corrs, the greatest band ever.
But Tahiti 80 is my favorite band, too! It's an indie band, but I don't want to commerce them bacause it's gonna be playing everywhere, and I hate that. I don't want people to do anything like I do, I know I am so selfish to say that, but no one should copy anyone's own style, don't you think so? You can copy my style if you really like what I do and you think it's great, but if you just think it looks good on me and you want it to look good on you, too, that's uncorrect, nothing can fit anybody, nothing lasts forever, one day I'll be changing to something new for sure, and then what are you gonna do next? I hate when people tell me when we have to choose something at the same time and they say, "I'll choose whatever you choose." that is extremely dumb and your moving mouth is shouting and showing how full of shit you are. That's enough.

I don't want to think that I am falling in love now, it's too fast. It's begun for a moment, but, okay, I'm really confused, yeah, okay, I like him, and he likes me too, everything doesn't go that fast, we've like each other on a long time, but we both don't know that, hahaha! But I knew it first, his friends told me, but no one knows my secret about it ;) He seems to be a nice person, calm, not talkative, looks a bit flirty :( He's tall (taller than me!! :D ), light, sexy, and cute. Oh my world, his body is perfect! The best thing is, I love that he said he accepts everything about me and that includes my crazility and rudity. I hope he really thinks what he said, I hope, I really hope.


All right, it's time for bed now, goodnight guys.

Damn

Forget all regrets tonight, throw it away all, good girl. Everything's gonna be okay. You are way too perfect to be pissed bacuase of a sun of a bitch.

I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you, damn it.

Why don't you just die already?
There is a hell waiting on you to get in, just go.



Alright, let's get ready for tomorrow.

Way Too Fast?

Did you do all things tonight way too fast? The first move you made a moment ago wat great but I think it's a little dangerous. Shall we just let ourselves go with the flow? Consider the phrase "The best thing is not easy to get but the whatever we get it easily, it's not the best thing." So what should I think about you now? I wish the time I've been liking you didn't waste.

Troubles of My Soul

It's Saturday again! But I had class this morning. No one wants to do anything on weekend and that's pretty sad I had to get up early and do my business in stead oversleeping in my sweet bed. I make a cup of coffee and some strawberry-jam-sandwiches for breakfast. I like it a lot. The jam was amezing because it was not too sweet. It's sugar-free or something so that's why my jam is delicious. And then I rode my bike to class. I parked my bike near 3 building as usual. I don't know why do I always park my car over there everytime even though my classes are not in 3 building. Like my class was in 7 building this morning but I still parked my bike there and I enjoyed walking to the position. Anyways, the professor was a little late but that's ok because there were just a few students in the classroom. It should be more than that for a little bit but I know some of them are home. After class, I rode home(dorm) and then went to get food with my roomate. We ate soup and chicken with rice. In the evening I went outside of the campus to buy a small desk for myself. It's called
'Japanese desk' but I prefer calling it 'short desk'! I went to the cafeteria for dinner, we got too many things like the other times. I retain eating more fruits now and that's great because I don't eat vegetables at all!

I almost did nothing today. But I think I'm going to be a little busy tomorrow because I need to wash my socks. It's been too long I haven't gotten to wash them, there are about a million of them waiting me to wash!

Oh my God! I added Tyler today on facebook and he almost suddenly confirmed it! I got to see lots of pictures of him and that brights my day!! Tyler is so nice! I love him! He's a really cool person, I sings so good, and his atitude is kinda funny too! Hahaha. DRIVER F IS AWESOME! ;)

I think I need some coffee before bed tonight.



G'Night, guys!

Unmelon Day

I am amazed by myself with eating a lot today. I've been eating and eating and eating since I woke up today until right now. I was on a diet for a week last week and I can't live on it anymore.

Feel my pain, I went to grab something to eat at 7/11 store in campus and I got to dring a Melon Slashy and I was just inlove with it! I want to have it so much today (a moment ago) and I decided to go get it by myslef by bike in the bright sun. My expression can show everyone there how excited I was with my blink eyes. And finally, I was standing right in front of the slushy machine, the tag in front of it said, "Sorry, for your convenience. The item has ran out off." Everything in my head was stoped quickly by that tag. What the hell in my day!?


How can I go to the beach today? Could you take me there, please?

Night

How long do I need to live in the pain situation like this? The distance between us makes us obviously hard to stay. I've been always ignoring all oppotunities over and over again all along. Am I going to let it pass me by again this time? I can't lose you, seriously, I mean I'm growing up, and I know what to keep and what to let it go. I don't know who cares about this but I do, and hope you do too.

Many of my friends said I am a person who doesn't care about this kind of thing, thing that people alway wish it came up to them. And I just finally realized that I am such a selfish b_tch. No, not anymore, no, no, Yimmie, escape from being that quickly, I know you can do it!

The crowd downstair sounds really fun. I want to jump off and go join them so bad but unfortunately I'm not in thier major, what a pity! My roomates surely know the reason why I want to go join them ;)

Sometimes, life goes realy funny. It looks like a joke part in a kid's movie sometimes. But I love it, I love it so much, it flips me from sadness and laugh it off with a sound of happiness.

I'm going to bed. Oh, no! I need to take a shower first and then grab something to eat... I know that's a really bad hobbit but I am so HUNGRY right now and I can't bear it!

Goodbye, have a sweet dream all night tonight.

The First One!

Nothing much to say. Just for trying out.